Love Is Not A Game

I loved u!
U were my life...my heartbeat..my everything
But u didnt realise it...

U played games..mind games with me...
U stole my soul..destroyed my life all in the name of love..false love
U took everything i had to offer...juz left a husk behind

In a way i was stupid..i trusted u alot..cherished u
I was blind..love made me blind..i couldnt see wat was goin wrong within me
i sacrificed everything...and u knew it..yet u felt no regret in causing this much hurt

Wen i learnt the truth....it didnt hurt as much...cos i still loved u
Wat hit me most was wen u still kept lying..put on a false show
U got my sympathy over and over again...u made me a fool

I didnt mind..afterall..u r my love..
It hurt alot..really did...i still feel the pain in me
Ur memories r so strong..no matter how bad u were..i didnt care

Until this day...U still told me nothing..i found it all out
All by myself..yet i didnt wanna ask u about it....y?
Cos it would hurt u to answer to me

I wouldnt want u to go through tat pain...I can bear with it...But u cant
Well..by now...u r sure to noe the truth...and in who the fault lies..
I dun need ur sorry...i dun need ur love....not even ur frenship
Not becos i hate u...becos i am a thing of ur past now
U got urself a new life...carry on with it..i wont interfere
If i am to remain with u...even as a fren..it would hurt us both
I am used to the pain...but u r not
But u can never get rid of the guilt tat is washin u...cos i noe it hurts u too

Juz wanna say...i will always love u...u noe me well
I am not like other guys out there...u noe me better
Juz hope u r happy always..how far...how long..the time it takes
U r forever etched deep in my heart...nothin can change tat